Some say tragedy’s hard to get over
But sometimes that tragedy means it’s over

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I, knock on the door, hope isn’t home
Fate’s not around the lucks all gone
Don’t ask me what’s wrong ask me what’s right
And I’ma tell you what’s life, and did you know?
I lost everything, but I ain’t the only the one
First came the hurricane, then the morning sun
Excuse me if I’m on one
And don’t trip if I light one, I walk a tight one
They try tell me keep my eyes open

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So try they can’t steal your pride it’s inside
Then find it and keep on grinding
‘Cause in every dark cloud there’s a silver lining

It’s always darkest before the dawn.

Florence & The Machine

Still feels surreal…

We’ll be lighting one up for you, C. 

I will never understand today. There are so many aspects of it that are beyond me; so many unanswered questions. The worst one of all is, how did I not see this coming? Did I miss a sign? Could this have been prevented? Or is it deeper than that?

It’s deeper than that.

C, I want to know so many things, but I will forever live with that question in the back of my mind. I never thought that you would have such a big impact on me, but you did. I am so grateful and blessed to have gotten to know you. You are the realest, dopest person I have ever met. So, thank you for being who you were. It aches my heart to know that you are no longer here with us, but I’m happy to say that I’ve got some good memories to hang onto.

Perhaps we will meet again one day.

Rest easy buddy, much love.
xo

They’re gonna love me for my ambition